I HATE THIS FUCKING CRAP!!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!! THE PHONE!!!!!!!

ODIO MI EMPLEO!!!!!!................. por que?

Oh!! sorry dios, olvide darte las gracias por no complicarme tanto las cosas..... :oI

SHIT!!!... I dont know why I am always doing the wrong things... I should...... I dont know....Just.... run away.... I WANT run away, I NEED run away... Im totaly lost... Im not happy..... And I feel complety alon...
THIS IS NOT FEAR!!!
Im not saying that I deserve anything better.... but... I dont understand why? .... I mean... why my life is alway so..... like THIS!

Im crying rith now.... SHIT!!!

GOD??? when do you think you could make a little change in my life???? I mean, Do you think that Im a bad person that doenst deserve nothing? I guess you do....

But guess what?? I dont think that your rigth, you know.... Im not a bad person... Its just.... I been changed...

Before I was more..... I dont know.... I felled more alive.... but now.... I fell like Im stuck....

I wish I could just desapire... just run away and forget about all these stuffs... forget about all this people...

Make a new life on my own....

But...... I can't....