FUCK!!!

Guess what??? Yeah, I realized that I need help... Why? Because I need it... I mean.. Man! how a person can hate herself so much like me?

I mean, I dont hate myself I just hate my life.

I feel so fucking alone, I mean, my friends tell me that "your not alone" or "dont feel like that" BUT .... I JUST CANT HELP IT!

I cant help it ... the way I feel.... I've been feeling me like this since.... I dont know ... years?

I hate the fucking phone...!! Its ringing all the fucking day!! and Im so SICK AND TIRED of it!

What can I do to stop feeling this?

kill myself?

I dont know...

Maybe, I am not the only one in this fucking world that is feeling like this...

But... It doesnt make me feel better.... It doesnt help.

I just want to desapire... just... in the nigth... close my eyes... and dont wake up anymore... never...

Or...Maybe I could be happyer If I were in someone else's body...

I know that that is just imposible... BUT.... let me dream!!!

That's why I write stupid stories... to make my head stop thinking... to make my mind think in other things...

Shit.... I so hate this fucking crap ... this piece of shit that all the ppl calls life!