IS IT FRIDAY ALREADY..... AGAIN????????? Man!!!! the time is passing so fast recently!!!!!! If it keeps passing so fast ...... I'll be 80 TOMORROW!!!!!

Im in my office and my boss is not here....... YES!!!!! he is in some kind of exposition about autoparts or something. So, Im all alone.

Since this site is for me, I mean, to expres my feelings and every stupid crap thats runing in my mind I want to write personal stuffs today and here are my confesions : (wait...... Do I have secrets???? I didnt know that......)

1. I am "adicta a la academia" YES...... I cant live whitout watch it every day!
2. I love "Chetos".
3. I hate myself sometimes.
4. I like Julio and Aldo, but just for a "fajecillo". I'd never have something serious with any of them. (but, Im a chicken in person, so, I could never do anything with them...)
5. I like to dance banda... (I just like to dance it, not listen it)
6. In my opinion Blanca is the most ugly woman I've ever seen... (but she is my friend!!)
7. Im in love with Clayton. (BUT... he doent know about my existense!)
8. Im really intelligent....
9. Im not so virgin....(Im mean, Im virgen coz, my first time was with... well, him.... and, we couldnt finish, I mean.... he didnt enter completly on me..... you know what I mean?? so then.... Yes, Im virging.)
10. I believe in true love.
11. I thing that all of us have a "Soul-mate" (but, Its hard to find the correct fish in this big ocean)
12. I cry when I see a romantic, sentimental and lovely movie.
13. I think that nobody really know me.
14. I think that the world could be better if we dedicate to live our own lifes and let the other people alone.
15. I care a shit what people think about me.
16. I hate the phone...
17. I never let people see directly into my eyes... when Im talking with someone I see them in the face but... not in the eyes... I feel like naked when they want to see my eyes.... Is my weak side.... I feel like If I let someone do it... he is going to see my soul and that make me feel vulnerable....
18. When I see a guy I see first his face, then his theet, his hands... and then his shoes... (I dont know why! )
19. I feel lonely almost always.
20. If I could be in jeans and shirts all the time, I'd be happy.
21. I want to live in some place near to the beach... I love the ocean, and the sand .....
22. If I could be an animal I'd definetly be a bird... they are free..... and they just fly..... and go away.... whenever they want.
23. I love touch the air... it makes my feel alive... (try to touch it..... )
24. Pretty girls are stupid.
25. I love sleep!!!!!
26. My pijamas are men pijamas... and I love them.
27. I hate my uncle's political family.
28. I hate my "dad" (he just run away..... and forgot about us)
29. I love to read stories in the net...
30. I love my friends.
31. I dont want to die.
32. I have thought in suicide a lot if times.
33. I dont like argue with anybody.
34. I hate when people yell.
35. I love kids... and I hope to have my owns someday.
36. I envy Silvia (one my best friends) she is soooo responsable.... that I envy that determination to do things... Im A MESS!
37. I think that Im a little girl in a womans body.



well....... thats it...... I'll put something else next time........

HAVE A NICE WEEKEND!!!!!!