hey! Monday again....Did you know that I hate mondays... (I say it every Monday lol)

I had a lot of stuffs to say, but... I dont remember any of them. Shit!

Oh, I just remembered one of them: DEAD.

I dont wanna die. If I'd die now.. I just couldnt die in peace. I dont know, I think that I havent finished here. I have a lot of things to learn, and to do.
I need to know what is like to be in love with someone before I die. Once I thought I was in love... but that wasnt love.
Im not saying that Im gonna die or anything like that but, who knows?
Maybe I'll die tomorrow.
I just want to do what I want to do before I have to leave.
I was just thinking that, once you're gone... you'll never come back. Thats scary because, nothings forever. The sad part of life is that nobody thinks about this. They are just living like nothing matters, like they're going to be here forever and they dont do anything with their lifes.
But, why we do what we do if all of us are gonna die? I mean, we born, then we have to study to be someone in our lifes... yeah, uh hu... then, work our asses off for nothing... just money. Make ourselves miserables. Then... marrie with the wrong person... have kids...divorse.. get old....and die.

What kind of life is that???? I dont want that. Call me dreamer but I want another life. Call me dreamer but I wanna live my only one life better. Call me dreamer but I want to meet the right guy. Call me dreamer but I want to fall so deeply in love that hurts when you breath. Call me dreamer but I want to enjoy my life. Call me dreamer but I dont wanna be another cute girl in the crow. Call me dreamer but I want to die with the feeling of satisfation in my blod. Call me dreamer but I want to die happy.

Is that too much to ask for?? I guess the only one who can make this is ourselves... Myself... Im gonna do it for me.